![]() (See also Test Anxiety for tips on dealing with tests.) We are alert and perform physical and emotional tasks more efficiently. ![]() Our heart pumps more blood and oxygen so we are ready for action. We have all felt anxiety-the nervousness before a date, test, competition, presentation-but what exactly is it? Anxiety is our body's way of preparing to face a challenge. Community Matters - Required Online Courses.What is the Health Service Fee for Students?.I'm not sure what I'm looking for but I know that I need something to change. My boyfriend has wanted to break up 2 or 3 times now, but he decided to keep trying. I've always battled with being sad my whole life, but this past 6 months has been a lot more than usual and its terrifying me. Today I feel like there was no reason to cry, or be upset, maybe I'm stressed from school but i feel like it shouldn't make me break down. Today, I called him after school hoping to see him and he had to work on school work (which I understand) and on my way home I just started bawling, I just feel sad, a lot and I'm so scared its getting worse and will eventually be completely uncontrollable. I'm noticing I get sad often, sometimes for no reason and I'm having a hard time being interested in anything or anyone other than my boyfriend. I don't want to be this way, I want to give him the space he needs, i want to be happy on my own, i just don't want to be sad. I hate going a day without seeing him but he could go a couple days without seeing me and its not a problem. Most of the time we fight he tells me that he acts poorly because he needs more space and I don't know why but space is so hard for me. The reasons that I get sad seem rational most of the time but I also am starting to realize that I am so much more attached or "clingy" than he is. If he ignores me I "freak" out and feel like I HAVE to talk to him and either call him a ton or go straight to his house because most of the time he ignores my calls when something bad happens. I'm starting to act irrationally and impulsively. For awhile it had to be at least once a week, I'm starting to worry that its me. I felt like a lot of the things he did upset me and it turned into a fight. ![]() This past 6 months have been SO hard for both of us. Yet again we got back together and this is now to current day (its been 6 months since then). He eventually ended it (again around summer), and I didn't hear from him until he moved out to the same school (end of summer). Once out there he did the same thing but would avoid calls and texts for a week or two at a time. At the end of summer, we got back together and I moved out to my college not too far after that. To start our relationship off we started seeing each other for a little bit and then he disappeared and ignored me for the entire summer, avoided any calls or texts, just vanished. We have had a long history, about two years now of on and off, mainly because of him. I'm worried its ruining my relationship with the guy that I love and that's the last thing I want. ![]() I have everything that I could want, but the past few months I have been having a really hard time. I am a 21 year old girl, with only a mother (due to cancer), college student, diabetic, and i am in a relationship. Its going to be a long story so I understand if you don't feel like reading it, but if you have spare time and feel like it, I'd appreciate it. I'm not clinically approved depressed but feel as if I am and have been all my life and am having a very hard time right now. But I feel like I need advice, or help, and no one in my life is really doing that for me. Hi there, this is a very new thing for me, I've never posted anything to a blog before.
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